to do or not to do?

at last i make it to submit the lengthy biochemistry report.. cheerios, but wait a minute, there are more to come within this two weeks. strangley i did not dose off during the soft spoken lesson by koh or should i say that i can't fall asleep because they're too chim for me to decipher. anyway these days are just too hectic for me as the workload can never go down. i hardly had sufficient hours of sleep and my biological clock is ticking in the opposite way. this dual path of study and working at the same time has put me into some kind of imbalance. at a point of time i was actually questioning myself did i make a correct decision? no one can tell me exactly... initial struggling was put to a stop after someone had bombed me a question.

"How long have you been enjoying before taking up this evening course? " and i replied with a definite answer of 2 solid years...

A sense of guilt sets in my heart.